Posted on 09.02.2010 at 21:38
karyn: 'there's a solar eclipse tomorrow night.'
me: 'really huh?'
karyn : 'sometimes i wonder if half of your brain is filled with nothing but air.'
shit, i feel stupid and dumb infront of that smart asssssss.
sometimes i just believe things too easily.
- audrey .
Posted on 07.02.2010 at 22:07
day started off with macs breakfast at lotone (:
skipped lunch.
caught a movie, like finally.
homed for dinner.
supposed to help grandma, but due to some complications, went home. feel so bad. shall apologise sincerely to her the next time i see her.
school's tomorrow.
cny rehearsal tomorrow.
math test on circles on tuesday.
ss test on wednesday.
not writing much.
i'm feeling super duper happy right now.
i'm feeling so happy that i think i can practically cry tears of joy.
right, i'm exaggerating. not much. but no amount of words can describe how happy i am (:
woots!
- audrey .
Posted on 04.02.2010 at 21:31
you, me, totally different in every single way.
sometimes, some people just can't keep their mouth shut.
hope it would be over soon.
3rd February 2010 : happy 16th birthday fadhlan (:
chinese test marks, not good.
geography test marks, not good.
chemistry test marks, not good.
what is good? nothing.
closer and closer with different friends.
old friends, not so close anymore.
being random at different timings.
not so keen to going for field trip with school or band.
well, gotta work triple-ly hard to get the course i want in poly due to the open of the IR.
getting into JC sounds impossible. but it's not. i'll try hard enough.
at the rate i'm going, i think starfishes might fly if i can make it pass Nlevels.
i may seem that i do not know what's going on, but actually i do. it's just that i chose to keep my mouth shut. why? to give you, a chance to speak something for yourself to hear and feel satisfied enough to leave me alone.
wonder why everyone's acting these days. it's as if i'm in an acting school filled with actors and actresses trying out to be a wanna-be.
i'm not saying anyone in particular. up to you guys to think what you want.
i'm no longer who i used to be anymore. my words, not yours. my sentences/speech, not yours. my money, not yours. my time, not yours. my style, not yours. why do you care so much?
it's like the same as i like Adam Lambert. so what is he's gay? i don't care. so why should you guys care so much about what i like?
the lightest of the lightest colours are the best.
- audrey .
Posted on 31.01.2010 at 23:38
everything's going all wrong. i want the whole earth to swallow me up right now.
my com's insane right now. it'll probably restart on it's own anytime now. and guess what? my family thinks it's my fault for the com acting insane. cause it seemed that any electronic device that passes through my hand, spoils. take my calculator for example, it died on me right when i started my poa test. it was omg. let me die. my thermometer also has no battery. and my phone, best. keypad probably gonna die out on me anytime soon. crap. next what? the tv spoils? or best, the fridge? or the stove? what the hell lah.
the concert last night was good. though my friends left halfway. but it's okay. they probably got bored or something. really thank them for coming though. anyways, i felt that my solos were like crap. but whatever, over already. no point dwelling over it.
right, now that the major thing in my life is over, the next major thing coming up is the Nlevels. so right now, i can probably concentrate on my studies properly. gotta start being consistent in my work in order to really aim and go JC. sec1's coming band soon. not hating it, but not loving it too.
it may sound insane. but i don't care.
if it's not next to you, or the piano, band is my next happy place to be in.
but knowing life, i probably wont ever be next to you, or often at the piano, or at band anymore like i used to be.
no more happy place for me anymore. and i'm not loving it ttm.
- audrey .
Posted on 27.01.2010 at 21:12
i need a break, from everybody, everything.
a break from the world.
God bless me.
have to pass the chemistry and chinese test tomorrow.
have to pass the poa test on depreciation (!) on friday.
gotta do my solos in band nicely.
need my ankle to heal fast and stop being pain at random moments.
God bless me.
- audrey .
Posted on 24.01.2010 at 22:29
i feel like just skipping a whole week of school and just do some self studying. keep getting distracted when supposed to study.
supposed to get my beanie today. but realised it didnt really suit me. so didnt get it. but i'm still dreaming of it though. nehmind, shall give it a deeper thought. not cheap. must think even more.
crap, i wanna go heel shopping soon.
and i've yet to buy a new school shoe. current one's wearing out.
right, gotta cut down my computer time usage.
left with poa homework to do. but not gonna do it now as it's late already. need to sleep in order to wake up early tomorrow.
i wish the teacher's would just leave me alone. waking up and being early for school is my problem. not theirs. if i'm gonna be late for school on any day, i'll most probably skip school.
concert's coming up in less than a week! ):
- audrey .
Posted on 23.01.2010 at 21:48
i need to improve my punctuality.
from monday onwards, i'm gonna try my very very best not to be late for school or for anything.
tuesdays, no more sleep in. 1hour of reading to do. as if i have not read enough already. how stupid.
and what a crazy rule : not allowed to refill your bottle with water during lesson time. what do they expect? us to bring a 1litre bottle to school? stupid rule.
i'm sure that if every single student in the school protest about the tuesday thing or the water thing, the principle will have no choice but change that damn stupid rule. but it takes every student's effort and courage to work together and protest.
seeing people so happily achieving their dream makes me jealous. and yes, i'm dumb. dumb enough to not even get a distinction for my combined science. dont rub it in anymore. you guys were the 5th ones to say it. though you guys might not be referring to me, but when i heard what you guys said, i felt so disappointed in myself. you guys totally lowered my self esteem even more. not blaming you guys. i'm not angry. i'm just feeling my self esteem going lower and lower and lower.
'it's okay, i'll still carry on waiting till/for the day i graduate.'
one sentence, multiple meanings.
- audrey .
Posted on 21.01.2010 at 21:45
been getting a few house number calls lately, and im always so close to answering it. but when i want to answer, it stops ringing. how infuriating. but it's okay, if it's important, or if the person needs to talk to me, im sure she/he will call back.
3rd time late today. crap, it was really plain crap. argh, dont wanna talk about it.
i'm trying not to be late already! really!
okay, feeling sleepy, probably gonna sleep soon.
as for homework, hope i can finish tonight.
'me is not where you belong.'
- audrey .
Posted on 20.01.2010 at 22:20
first of all,
i would like to wish,
AFROZE a VERY HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY (:
adding on,
i would also like to wish,
MINWEI a VERY HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY (:
hope the two of you enjoyed your birthdays (:
okay, that aside,
school's been a bore. tried my very best not to sleep in class. but have been day dreaming alot. crap.
geography test's screwed. i banged on the wrong part. questions came out a totally different part. didnt expect it.
right, those aside,
i've created tumblr due to boredom.
http://buttermints.tumblr.com/
so therefore, depending on my mood, i might post here, i might post there, i might post at both here and there and i might not post at all.
heh (:
lastly, ending off with a cool picture.
cool much huh.
- audrey .
Posted on 19.01.2010 at 21:51
test being postponed to tomorrow. thank god. but still, running out of time to study.
yeah, why?
- audrey .
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